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NOTHING to say to all those marriages! |
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She had made three herself to three of his. |
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The score was even for them, three to three. |
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But come to die she found she cared so much: |
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She thought of children in a burial row; |
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Three children in a burial row were sad. |
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One man’s three women in a burial row— |
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Somehow made her impatient with the man. |
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And so she said to Laban, “You have done |
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A good deal right: don’t do the last thing wrong. |
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Don’t make me lie with those two other women.” |
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Laban said, No, he would not make her lie |
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With any one but that she had a mind to. |
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If that was how she felt, of course, he said. |
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She went her way. But Laban having caught |
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This glimpse of lingering person in Eliza, |
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And anxious to make all he could of it |
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With something he remembered in himself, |
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Tried to think how he could exceed his promise, |
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And give good measure to the dead, though thankless. |
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If that was how she felt, he kept repeating. |
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His first thought under pressure was a grave |
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In a new boughten grave plot by herself, |
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Under he didn’t care how great a stone: |
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He’d sell a yoke of steers to pay for it. |
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And weren’t there special cemetery flowers, |
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That once grief sets to growing, grief may rest: |
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The flowers will go on with grief awhile, |
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And no one seem neglecting or neglected? |
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A prudent grief will not despise such aids. |
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He thought of evergreen and everlasting. |
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And then he had a thought worth many of these. |
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Somewhere must be the grave of the young boy |
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Who married her for playmate more than helpmate, |
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And sometimes laughed at what it was between them |
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How would she like to sleep her last with him? |
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Where was his grave? Did Laban know his name? |
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He found the grave a town or two away, |
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The headstone cut with John, Beloved Husband, |
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Beside it room reserved, the say a sister’s, |
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A never-married sister’s of that husband, |
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Whether Eliza would be welcome there. |
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The dead was bound to silence: ask the sister. |
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So Laban saw the sister, and, saying nothing |
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Of where Eliza wanted not to lie, |
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And who had thought to lay her with her first love, |
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Begged simply for the grave. The sister’s face |
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Fell all in wrinkles of responsibility. |
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She wanted to do right. She’d have to think. |
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Laban was old and poor, yet seemed to care; |
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And she was old and poor—but she cared, too. |
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They sat. She cast one dull, old look at him, |
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Then turned him out to go on other errands |
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She said he might attend to in the village, |
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While she made up her mind how much she cared— |
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And how much Laban cared—and why he cared |
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(She made shrewd eyes to see where he came in). |
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She’d looked Eliza up her second time, |
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A widow at her second husband’s grave, |
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And offered her a home to rest awhile. |
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Before she went the poor man’s widow’s way, |
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Housekeeping for the next man out of wedlock. |
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She and Eliza had been friends through all. |
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Who was she to judge marriage in a world |
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Whose Bible’s so confused up in marriage counsel? |
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The sister had not come across this Laban; |
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A decent product of life’s ironing-out; |
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She must not keep him waiting. Time would press |
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Between the death day and the funeral day. |
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So when she saw him coming in the street |
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She hurried her decision to be ready |
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To meet him with his answer at the door. |
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Laban had known about what it would be |
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From the way she had set her poor old mouth, |
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To do, as she had put it, what was right. |
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She gave it through the screen door closed between them |
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“No, not with John. There wouldn’t be no sense. |
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Eliza’s had too many other men.” |
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Laban was forced to fall back on his plan |
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To buy Eliza a plot to lie alone in: |
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Which gives him for himself a choice of lots |
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When his time comes to die and settle down.
Harper’s Magazine |